Tuesday, September 25, 2012

Motivational Story for myself! Desperately need this!

Thank you Thien Lei Mee for you inspired story!!! 

Copy from Thien Lei Mee
Dear all,
My special thanks to Prof Ramayah and Dr Rem Dambul, I have learnt a lot from both of you based on what you have been posted in this academic group. Also, thanks to DSGian for the best wishes.

It is always a miracle when you believe that you can do it. Yes, I submitted my 10 copies for viva within two years. It seems unbelievable especially when I was a part timer in my first 11 months. Within this period, I slept almost 3 hours only per day and woke up at 3am to read articles for almost 3 hours daily. This is the only time that I have to pursue my PhD with the agreement to my family and children that they should be prioritized over my PhD.

However, this is definitely not good for mental health. Therefore, I decided to take non-paid leave to continue my studies. No choice, because I fail to get scholarship from KPM, not even call for interview too. Subsequently, i convert to be a full time student at my 12th months till to date. As such, I told myself that I must success! 2 years is my target. Programming my mind that there is no time to frustrated, cry or demotivated etc even though I encountered it. The only thing that in my mind is look for alternatives in order to solve the problem asap. Setting up the time frame for each stage of research process (proposal defence, data collection, previva, viva etc) and it must be achieved! Even waiting for viva, I still wake up earlier to read articles and write paper. Actually, I did enjoy this kind of life.

No doubt, to produce a sound and justifiable thesis is not an easy task. There are uncountable difficulties and obstacles that have to be overcome throughout the whole research process. Therefore, writing a thesis needs a great deal of knowledge, skill, persistence, time management, commitment, and ingenuity. Really think and behave like a PhD scholar. Moreover, having a committed and knowledgeable supervisor; critical peers who always challenge and question me about the content of the thesis from a variety of aspects; and knowledge networking from the same and different field are always be the advantages.

Completing the PhD thesis serves as a starting point for me to deepen my knowledge in doing research. Hope I can contribute my limited knowledge to this academic group from time to time.

Above is just my personal experience in pursuing the journey. Of course, different people have different way to achieve his or her target. Hopes this is only a personal experience sharing and serve no more than that. Thanks again and all the best! Enjoy your life with PhD studies because it is so precious to us.

Monday, September 24, 2012

The Muddy Journey


I wish upon the star
May my journey as smooth as the moon
The magic spell never came true
My journey filled with Muddy blues

My plead and cry to Mr. Muddy
Muddy oh Muddy
Please go away
Find yourself a new baby

I am too old to be worried
The Muddy path drive me crazy
 Oh God, have mercy on me
Cast away the hardhearted Muddy

God never promised to abandon Muddy
Muddy exist to prove His worthy
His promised to guide thoroughly
Until Muddy turned to rocky!

Sunday, September 23, 2012

My humble beginning...weekend affair :)

I have a dream, 
a dream sounds elderly,
a place called HOME SWEET HOME! 
Far away from the city, 
where the birds sing freely, 
where the GREEN grass calling gently!


The Muddy Affair
The joy and passion of the gentle mud , 
dwell deeply into the soul seeker, 
the touch of the watery mud,
ceased the soul of the worry heart!

Life is a journey...

Life is a journey...

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