Finally i reached the finishing line :)

Yes! I did it!! The graduation day that I have waited long ago…finally arrived! I was so excited that I couldn’t sleep the whole night, afraid of being late.:P I tried to recall my year 2000 graduation day…gosh! I couldn’t recall at all! Hmmm…never mind, because this time I am going to make it a memorable one! That’s why I need to record down somewhere so that when I reach 50 years old…I can recall back all the sweet memories. :P

What impressed me most was, the graduation ceremony was filled with an air of grandeur! Back in 2000, UMS was still very new and the Chancellor Hall was still under construction, so we did not get the chance to graduate at the Chancellor Hall. Fortunately, this time around we get the opportunity to graduate here and the Convocation committee did an excellent job, all the process went on flawlessly...kudos to the team!!

Our group was scheduled in the 1^st session, and we were quite fortunate because our MBA course was the earliest recipient immediately after the PHD graduates.:P The queuing system was awesome, and we wouldn’t need to organize ourselves according to alphabetical order. We could queue in any order we like, so I chose to queue with my good buddy..Noami Lim. UMS implemented the touch and go system, all we needed to do is scan the individual card and the name will automatically be projected at the huge screen followed with an announcement our names..! Woww!! So cool huh? Hehe..:)

The most anticipated and exciting moment was “the grand procession”, I really love the feeling! The grand entrance was rather a spectacular sight! The moment when I stepped inside the hall, I felt like I was on top of the world. It was of mixed emotion...on one hand, proud of being there and happy for myself but on the other hand, sad of leaving my campus life again!! The atmosphere was lively and accompanied by the wonderful melodies played by UMS ochestra...the music was great too!!

It was indeed my happiest moment as my parent, hubby and sister were there to celebrate my joyful moment. I really love this kind of feeling...hmmm, I guess I am gonna to do it one more time J

The Cloud Above

Does the cloud in the sky mean anything to you?  Have you ever wonder why the cloud keeps on moving and changing its shape? Sound like a kindergarten question huh?

I had been admiring the beautiful and magnificent cloud lately. Every day during my 40 minutes journey to work, I will definitely look and greet the cloud. Sometimes, if I am with someone, I will definitely tell my passengers to look at the cloud, “It is so beautiful”! However, lately I hardly see the cloud, oh ya! It was raining season, the cloud was crying heavily!

I am still wondering how the clouds present itself against the backdrop of the sky, how come for the past 30 years I never noticed the cloud. It’s really magnificent and awesome! The puffy cloud reminded me of our art class when we were young. The cloud has been identified as puffy and white. How innocent our childhoods were! Last week I was with my gal friend, enjoying 45 minutes joyride to our depot at Sepangar Bay. Along the way, there was a spot that I love most, if you notice there is a hilly part where you can see overall view of the Sepangar Port, 20 meter right after the Karambunai Resort junction.  That’s the spot that I can view the cloud clearly!

However, the cloudy and dark sky sometimes made me worry especially when I was onboard, am I ready for the bumpy flight again? There was once when I flew with Air Asia the flight journey was bumpy due to the thick cloud and it almost stopped me from traveling again! It took me more than 3 months to get rid of my phobia of flying again.  Despite all the bad experience that I have encountered, I still can’t stop set my eyes on the beautiful cloud. I will definitely pause for a second and admire the beautiful creation of God. (^_^)

Memory Lane... it feels like yesterday....:)

How time flies...2011 is almost reaching the end...i’m flipping through my pics and recounting my memories..gosh!!  a few thousand of pics. Some people say a picture tells a thousand words, yes! i do agreed, every picture tells a story..no matter how poor is your photography skills are..you can’t run away from the emotional  moments captured in this priceless pictures!  I would like to share my 2011 pics that i love most!! Happy viewing :)

Holiday mood...( Happy )

Paris for 2nd time!! 

Menang Posing saja :)

( Happy ^ _ ^)

Wife yang kuat jalan...hehe..:)

"Life is what's happening when you're too busy to notice." -Wayne Muller

In the relentless busyness of modern life, we have lost the rhythm between work and rest. The word “I am so busy.” keep on coming out from our own mouth.

I noticed that when I asked my friends how they were doing, they inevitably responded “busy” instead of “good.” That’s what we called modern life, and whether you’ve a stay-at-home mom, a work-at-home-mom, childless, single, a student—chances are, you’ve got commitments that multiply when you’re not looking. Everyone’s insanely busy.

The busier we are, the more important we seem to ourselves and, we imagine, to others. To be unavailable to our friends and family, to be unable to find time for the sunset (or even to know the sun has set) and this has become the model of a successful life.

Yet the more our life speeds up, the more we feel weary, overwhelmed, lost. Our life and work rarely feel light, pleasant or healing. Instead, as it all piles endlessly upon itself, the whole experience of being alive begins to melt into one enormous obligation. Because we do not rest, we lose our way. We miss the compass points that show us where to go, the nourishment that gives us succor, the quiet that gives us wisdom.

Rest is not just a psychological convenience, but a spiritual and biological necessity. So, I think I need a holiday..:)

Is it over....yet ??

Studying is my passion…I love study but I hate exam and assignments…hehe…☺ today was the “D” day for my thesis submission…fuuuhh!!!! What a relief!!! We had been struggling very hard for the past few months …amending the same thesis again and again not once but more than you can imagined…☺ I have wasted more than 10 reams of papers just to complete this thesis…partially was company’s papers…hehehe…on loan basis ok..:) I still remembered 4 years ago, I decided to take up this course just because I wanted to divert my attention..i was having a major turbulence in my career path…and taking up this course was the best remedies… I should thanked God for the trials that HE set for me and had given me a chance to explore other opportunity in life. I believe that everything that happens in our life come with a reason. God wanted me to be strong…☺ These 4 years had taught me to be stronger, mature and emotionally independent..:) The journey is not as smooth as silk…we faced a lot of challengers along the way…sometimes you feel like giving up..there was once when I felt like giving up because I almost reached the finish line but something bad happened and it held back my dream.. that’s life!!! The hardship is unexplainable but everyone went through it…so did I ☺

Busy...busy..busy..??

Extracted from Faithbook Quotes & Scriptures :-

If you enter into My rest, you will find rest from all your striving.


One thing that marks the orphan world system that we live in is the absense of the ability to rest. Busy, busy, busy. There is so much to do in too little time to do it. Rushing from work to home, rushing from home to work. Rushing to do the groceries, driving the kids to sports, going to church, etc. Throw in the thousands of media messages that we all get bombarded with every day. Busy, busy, busy.

It is exhausting just thinking about it. God is calling each one of us into a deep Sabbath rest in the very core of our being. While on the outside this might appear like pure inactivity and therefore unproductive, I believe the very opposite is true. When we allow ourselves to come into a place in our hearts where we cease from our own works, we are demonstrating in a very practical way that we are relying on God to work on our behalf.

This very real form of trust moves the heart of our heavenly Dad in a way that nothing else can. As long as we try to do all the work ourselves, carrying the weight of the world on our shoulders, we will be trying to do the work in our own strength. When we come to a place where we can slow down in our hearts and quiet the busyness that resides in the depths of our soul, we will find the Prince of Peace waiting for us to join Him.

Sure work needs to get done, groceries need to get bought, kids need to be driven to their various activities. But I believe it is our Papa's heart that we enter into a deep Sabbath rest in our hearts where we cease from all own striving and join Him in His rest. May God give each one of us wisdom today to show us how we can labor to enter into that place of rest.



I asked for strength and God gave me difficulties to make me strong.
I asked for wisdom and God gave me problems to solve.
I asked for prosperity and God gave me brawn and brains to work.
I asked for courage and God gave me dangers to overcome.
I asked for patience and God placed me in situations where I was forced to wait.
I asked for love and God gave me troubled people to help.
I asked for favors and God gave me opportunities.
I received nothing I asked for....
But God gave everything I really needed. Praise God! ♥

Sneak preview - Raya photo shooting :)

This pic was taken on Thursday 11/8/2011...everyone looks Great :) This was my first photo session with the team...hehe:) i like it!!!...:)

Post shooting...had more than 30 shoots with my Mac book pro...hehehe...not bad ..:)
make up by MAC makeup artist @ KLCC :)




Next....i fall in love with this beautiful song ......but it’s kind of sad song..baby that’s the best of me :) "i hate the thought of finally being erased “ It’s not easy to erase someone from your thought right? Let’s be friend...:P

The Perfect Love :)

I got this from my friend’s wall…love indeed is an interesting subject.

Love is patience..yes! love needs a lot…lots of patience ☺
Love is kind…yupp! Love supposed to be kind…hehe. ☺
Love does not envy….this is hard, sometimes love does envy, human are greedy…we want more and more loves…☺
Love does not boast…well, people always tried to cover up…we share not boast.. ☺
Love is not proud.. Not being proud means that when we make a mistake, we can own up to it, and we can admit that we are wrong. We can go to our spouse with open hands and seek forgiveness. Pride will create contempt, arguments, misunderstandings, resentment, loss of community, and indifference. Because God loves us, He is on our side, and wants us to grow and mature in His love.
Love is not rude…Love should be gentle, tender…soft and sentimental…hehe.. ☺
Love is not self-seeking..yup….love is meant for two way and not one way please..^_^
Love is not easily angered, not agreed…when you love someone…you will easily get angered when he/she does not meets your expectation.
Love keeps no record of wrong doing…well, we always keep record of our partner wrong doings and keep it as a bullet for defending ourself in an arguments…but God’s Love is unconditional love…he never keeps record of our wrong doing….HE will forgive us no matter what….God is forgiving… ☺
Love does not delight in evil… Love supposed to be pure and white..( ^ _ * )
Love rejoice with the truth…It takes no pleasure in wrongdoing, but has joy in what is true ☺
Love always protects, trust, hope and perseveres…
Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance.

LOVE NEVER FAILS :)

GREED for loves? attention ? money ?

What God Say about GREED ??

Those who love money will never have enough. How absurd to think that wealth brings true happiness! The more you have, the more people come to help you spend it. So what is the advantage of wealth – except perhaps to watch it run through your fingers! Ecclesiastes 5:10-11 (NLT)

What is happening around the world?
Those who have, want more, and those who don't have, lose more.

All he ever wanted in life was more. He wanted more money, so he parlayed inherited wealth into a billion-dollar pile of assets. He wanted more fame, so he went to Hollywood and became a major filmmaker. He wanted more sensual pleasures, so he paid royal sums to indulge his every sexual urge. He wanted more thrills, so he designed, built and piloted the world's fastest and biggest airplanes. He wanted more power, so he secretly bought the favor of two United States presidents. All he ever wanted was more. He was convinced that more would bring him satisfaction. History shows otherwise. Howard Hughes ended his life as a miserable recluse, his arms punctured by needles from illicit drugs. He died a billionaire junkie betrayed by the myth of more.


Gone are the days when we used to help and look out for our neighbors. We are now starting to live by the dogma of a 'Me First' mind set.

Most know what Greed is, but what is the true definition as defined by Webster Dictionary? Greed is defined as excessive desire for getting or having esp wealth; desires for more than one needs.
Greed for attention, greed for loves, greed for success, greed for …you name it..
Greed will grow and the hearts of Mankind will become more wicked. We will start seeing more hearts turning towards the "Me First" mind set. The outcome will be suffering and sorrow for Mankind.

What God say about Greed :-

Greed is inordinate desire to acquire and possess

1. lust and envy - James 4:2

2. covetousness - Exod. 20:17; Rom. 7:7,8; I Cor. 5:11

3. selfish immoderation of desires - "Me-ism”

4. patterning of the "flesh"




There are 4 kinds of people in the world:

Those who believe we should share everything.
Those who believe that once their needs are met then the rest is to be shared.
Those that believe it is everyone's responsibility to get their own.
And those who want it all for themselves.
It is all in the way you look at the world ☺

I LUV SWISS !!!!

Pics captured - that i luv most :) Let the pics speak for itself..:)

My happiest moment in 2011..:)

I Would like to share with you ...my happiest moment in 2011..:)

-Went to Europe for the 2nd times on 25/5/2011,
visited the top of Europe, Jungfraujoch, Switzerland-

Swiss was my favorite place..I LUV Swiss :)

-The magic moment, watched LIVE football match, My fav team...
FC Barcelona..hehe...since when i luv football huh? Well, since
i entered the stadium, WOOWWW!!...it was amazing..never felt so
excited !!-

Here I am again, sitting quietly in the hotel room doing my work.

Work, work and work.. never ending work. I should be enjoying my quality times with my loved ones huh? Well, this is what life’s is all about …sacrifices comes along the way ☺
I couldn’t recalled when is the last time I blog..since ages I guess..hehe ☺ Times passes by so fast that without we realized it’s almost August 2011. I keep on thinking what is my greatest achievement for 2011? Hmmmm…nothing to be proud of….the only things is I am making a huge changes in my career path. I’ll be joining an innovative team...creative, brilliant young professionals. Am I qualify for this? I guess I’m going to make a lot of changes in my life. Life will be getting tougher but hopefully it is a joyful one. Yup ! I got my transfer letter last Friday and will be starting my new career next week. I am so excited but a bit scared. Well, Joe can do it right?

When God Winks !!

I came across a website sharing on the topic “When God Winks”. Sometimes in life, we do not realize that God is watching us from above and He is winking at us. After going through the article, I found out that there are many events in my life that God winked at me. The most recent event was on last Thursday when my car broke down. Fortunately, it happened at my own garage. I can’t imagine how stressful the situation will be if I am stranded in the congested Bundusan Road…God winked at me !!!

At that moment, I was home alone and my hubby was out station. Luckily, I remembered one of our vendors is a mechanic. However, he informed that he was unable to help but he tried to contact his friends and he is willing to come over to my house and have a look.

Guess what ?? By appearance, both looked to be over 50 years old. I was quite concerned whether they can fix the problem. The first thing he asked me to do was open the car boot. And I answered excuse me sir, I don’t know where is the button hehehe..:) I was helpless !! And all I did was watching like a foreman :P

It took them almost 40 minutes to fix my car. The poor mechanic was sweating all over just like he came back from a jog. One good thing about the mechanic was he gives me free advice on the basic car check. I have been driving for almost 15 years but the maintenance part is being taking care by my father/hubby/brother. I was a pampered child :P

Finally, my car is fixed and it was time to pay the charges. How much is it sir?? Then the mechanic answered ..Oooo.. it’s not a big problem, its free of charge…Deep inside I said to myself..What??? Oh God!! …God winked at me for the 2^nd time. Now days, can you find any kind hearted mechanic in town ?? I found one !!! Sometimes, I do believe that God does wink!! Praise the Lord !!! ;)

When your heart is touched...

When your heart is touched...

To touch the heart of someone dear
thou it might sometime cause a tear
to fall or rest upon the cheek
should be something all should seek

for often hearts not touched at all
start hardening & shrinking small
& then the time it takes to grow
A loving heart is very slow

for hearts expand as those who care
extend their love & let us share
A moment, space or special phrase
that eases pain on dreary days

or simply starts our lips to smile
& brightens time for just awhile
the ways & kinds & means of sharing
it seems to me are based on caring

& thou we're often worlds apart
you still can touch my very heart
you make me smile or shed a tear
& I'll remember year to year
just how your touch helped me grow
I just thought I would tell you so

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